Monday, February 28, 2005

How?

How does a relationship go from seemingly fine to crashing and burning in a matter of hours? How is it that 24 hours ago I was happy and fine and now I am in one of the absolute lowest moments of my life? How can a relationship go from forever to never again in less than a day? How can I move on?

I want to know. I need to know. I don't want to let it go but I must. I don't want to love anyone else but now I must not love her. How do I undo all that I have done? I don't know, I don't know.

Maybe if it wasn't all my fault, I could handle it. Maybe if it was something mutual, I could handle it. As it stands now, I feel like driving off into oblivion, never returning. Just leaving, forever. God, please help me. I don't know what to do.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

honestly, theres nothing you can do. whatll help is closure tho. i mean it took me over a year to get over my ex, but eventually it does happen, as much as you deny that it will happen. jes keep your head up peter. other than that, just pray for Him to heal your heart...

Anonymous said...

Thursday, February 24, 2005
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Well, it's good to know that my life's somewhat interesting to someone :-D.

AHAHAHA you havent had this linked to your profile for a few days so i hadnt seen that one. :] we all care, just i show it more. muahahah. besides, i am easily entertained... and you know that ^^

Peter said...

Thanks